Begin to Pause a Stop

Hey,

How are you today?

Have you been sleeping well?

How has it been with your days?

How is the wind?

How is the blanket?

How do you feel?

Can we talk for a sec?

I am not gonna hurt you,

as I used to.

I am sorry for that tho,

I really am.

I am maybe unconscious of it,

Just that,

I need to tell you something,

You've been great so far.

You been doing great.

You don't need no one to tell you that, do you?

You can -not- believe other people.

Or hesitate and doubting their words.

But you can't probably disbelieve me,

rite?

We've been together for years

quite long time to be compared to anyone else.

So talk to me

tell me everything

share me your sadness

and worries

and happiness too

and I will congratulate you

give you what you need

from a human

It's good

to know thta someone actually cares

you don't need to convince yourself

that you don't care of anyone else

or to tell yourself that you are this

bad creatures

cause you are -absolutely- not.

not even close

I'm so sad

if you are

keeping distance

and struggling all the time

I know how big the burden you carry is

dont belittle it

You've been carrying the weigh and shove it

quietly, slowly

until then

maybe it kinda overbearing

and it keeps making your shoulder

lower and lower and lower

shorter and shorter and shorter

I know,

there are times

it feels good to be sad

it feels relieving to cry

it feels satisfying to get lost

but there also times

for us to listen to each other

and make ammend

that we'll take care of each other

I know you know the best

or that we know

I am not asking you to hold everything on

I am asking you to 

just let go

and leave the sacks

those pieces of trashes

yes it is hard

i am aware of that

that's why I'm here, and Allah, for you

I know you are tired,

it 

is 

tiring.

it

will

always

be.

And I'll make sure

You'll be heard

and answered

anytime

anywhere

anyhow

not by me

but by Allah

The All Knowing

Just a little bit more

We can handle this

This is no, small, big, deal

or whatsoever

This will be our journey

that is worth it

it may not be seen right away

right now

But you got my words

you will reap the crops

sooner or later

I am asking you

to not holding it yourself

I know,

sometimes we messed up,

aren't we?

Hha

we're too much depending our hopes high

to people

we're too much expecting others on any

situation

and sometimes we nee to meet a red traffic light

to tell us

when to stop, where to pause, and how to begin

again.

 MAFM [My Advice For Myself]