Afraid of Illusion

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Illusion.

everything is just an illusion

all the hearing and sayings

all the sounds and grinned

why should I bother tho

why should I recognize em

but again, asking nonsense

yet again, I am stomped


it's like,

when you found a good song

and you can't get over it

then in other times

you're freakingly bored

till the level you hated it so much

you don't wanna listen anymore


it's gonna be a little more,

a little more,

hang on in there


I can't understand

why am I so bored 

of literally everything I've tried

being proud of it won't solve the problem anyway

being so sad about times that's gone neither helps

I need a break

from these illusions




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