Maybe not tonite

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I want to cut off everything

again and again

I want to stop everything 

from moving without my consent

I somehow felt like being controlled

lured into something evil


I realized that many good things happened

also

And there also stuffs getting real good

but

I cant lie, I cant deny, there is that deep

in

my heart i can feel it, i can sense

that

something's wrong, not supposed to be

but

maybe not tonite





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