Yet here I am, again

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 When I feel like I'm falling

into despair

and numbness


That's when I realized

everything just went by

like a thin air


it just happened

it just passed by me

it just laughed for a while


Maybe I am trying to fool myself

All these times

Maybe I am just a fool myself

All these months


keep on playing the same tune

never get bored

stop for a while

yet go through same thing

again and again


yeah,

I am lazy to even try

I don't understand

or I dont want to try to

I don't want to do the job

I just wanna see from afar


How far can I go

Can I go far?

Or stop

just like that?






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