it's sad yet intriguing

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what can i do?

what fun can i do more?

what else?

damn

i'm out of ideas

i ran out of ideas

my mood is ruined

i wanna say that

i am mad at everyone

that why does my heart doesn't feel that tranquility

it's only a small realief

a sigh of relief

what am i looking for

for real?

really,

why am i like his

i wonder

i am so tired of the image

and all these masks

neither the masks

that i use

to show to other people

it's tiring

and

intriguing





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