Aim

you will get what you aim for

what exactly am I doing ?

how am I supposed to continue my life?

I definitely will fail

That's what I thought

I have that pessimistic point of view

of the world and myself

that I'll ruin it somehow

No matter how hard I try not to

there will be something wrong

But, I don't want it

Ok, now

what if things work well

then I enter jannah

live happily ever after

what if it's really happening

c'mon

you can't have a 50{50

all for nothing attitude

or maybe I need some kind of guarantee?

what else

it's too obvious

and I'm just

maybe I need to slow down a little

and, right...

making checklist

and try to work on it

the best I could

this life is not fair

but Allah is fair

I have opportunities

and various chances

I have many things I'll be capable of

that I could 

work on

spend my time on

and maybe it doesn't seem pretty well now

it's alright

things will be fine

and I'll enter Jannah

for sure