Real Time Writing at 3:04 AM

I just realized that I enjoyed living much better now

Not in the sense that i love "life" or "dunya" -still hate it a bit, ha

It's just got this feeling of a relief

And this 'dakwa' thing got me hooked

never thought it's gonna be now, in this state

maybe I'm talking this

as if I'm talking to particular person

so omoita

that's what i thought

but it's just

when you really wanna do something

but you don't know

or not sure of it

it's just good feeling

in the middle of night

in the absence of other people

and your own expectation

i'm not preaching, i promise

I just

feel the breeze of sigh

for a while

dunno till when

hope it won't go that fast

hey, this could be a lyric of a song

will i get back on it

mou...tabun..

well, perhaps

and about that japanese song

i really wanna continue on that one

and there somes the negative thoughts

again and again

just, stop it already

i am feeling good

don't ruin it

lol

when is the last time you feel good about yourself

can you think of it?

when time flows just as it is

aint felt too slow

neither too fast

and your body just flowing with the rythm of life

maybe this is nice

to do this some time..

among all things, or options out there

this supposed ti be better

isn't it

waiting for the punchline

yet it's always there

along the lines

when you are alone but you aint feeling lonely

how good is that

for real

yep, we're not really alone

-if you know what i mean, hhe

well,

what should i talk about again

hmm,

let me see then

what happened now

well,

nothing much

I am just sitting inn front of my favorite pink laptop

watching over her in such passionate way

lol,

thinking that someone really gonna read this

just...

make me burst out to laugh

and, 

well,

hmmm,

skip

Okay,

now I'm listening to Asian Kungfu Generation

oops, not an endorse

it's called Rewrite

it has a unique vibe of Japanese song

really love it

I mean the rock part

I mean their way of delivering the song is really different 

with other songs, especially western songs

and the shouts on the rock part

gosh

real good

it's like watching anime

without watching

hmm,

let me

feel it

and the drum

the guitar

so perfect

ah just a little part in the ending

kinda bit odd, but nah nevermind

they alwaysa have this part that is 

like a different, hmm, bridge?

and gosh

now I'm moving along 

hold on,

it aint ending

oh now it ends,

what's next song

hmm, haven't heard this

i guess

hm,

good opening intro

the guitar kinda soothing

and pretty cool

i wonder after this they're gonna have

sudden drum

yeah, hmm, started slow

cmon im waitin for the beat

changed into Siren

sounds like it :/

well,

that's pretty long intro

it ain't started yet, gosh

im curious, duwdddd

oh

well

quite ok

now, this is my favorite

Re Re

Yeah!!

WANNA DO THE DRUM!!
AGHHH

and now im singing along

looking for the lyric

aha

yatta

and this is a cool bridging

can't stop really :|

agh that guitar in the ending!!

ok, gimme more

what's this 

kinda have heard of it 

but,

sounds new too

from the first already kinda beat up huh

24ji means 24 hours

interesting

i should really make list of my favorites songs

or sounds, instruments

yknow to be the background for stories and stuff

agh

i need to buy the thing for my keyboard too

:( too bad for her, im so....rough

:P

ok

i think i'll stop here

it starts to be nonsense

hm

yeah

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